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I'm Shariece. I have strong beliefs. Aspiring makeup artist. lover of all beauty & fashion related things.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Lost Girl

Smiles on the outside , cries on the inside .
laughs in public . screams in private.

faking is what she's good at . keeping it real with everyone , but herself.
beautiful brown eyes, but look close , they seem so sad .

Second guessing what she does , always wondering 'is this good enough'.

love is so strong , why doesn't she get the same in return ?

A thousand thoughts run through her head ; thoughts that no one could begin to understand.

Trust is one of her biggest obstacles. two leaps forward , thrown 5 miles back .

Look around her & she seems surrounded . Look inside and she's all alone .
Trying to find her wayy , but she got lost down a dark road.

She believes she has wondered too far to go back.
If only she knew , she holds the light to get back on track .

Saturday, July 23, 2011

something short

Being young and not knowing whether or not to hold on to what I have , or to go out and experience more to figure out what I really want. Most people would easily say "don't stress , you're young ." Only thing is , it isn't that easy . When someone is a part of you , you can't just let things go . Especially if you don't want to let go . Sometimes my mind spins because I'm so confused in what I should do . They say if it's meant to be it will happen on its own. If you love it , you should let it out its cage . but what if doesn't come back ? Only because they look at it as you didnt realize what you had ? You never win when it comes to situations like this .

Monday, April 4, 2011

Hair done , nails done , everything did ??


a big pet peeve of mine happens to be bitches who think they badd , but they really lookin like anything. buuut , that would be a whole big story book to write so ima just give this sub topic. WEAVE. yess , weave , fake hair , extensions. w/e you wana call it . whatever you wana call the shit you put in your head that isnt yours !

doin' hair is not always a natural talent for people. if you canNOT do your own hair , hair appointments work wonders. i for one have seen some "ratchett" ass hair in my short life time . smh ! .. ladies , you're doin the mostt to get all cutee , fly and flashyy . you tryna step out and turn heads huh ? well two words that could make all the difference .. WEAVE CHECK. it will honestly save you a lot of embarrasment ! if you can see the tracks in your hair , no good. if you have the tracks sewn all the way up to the front of your hair line , KILL ! if it's completely noticable that you just threw that shit in your head & its not lookin like it could be yours ? it's time to retire your hair "skills" .

you're makin all the rest of us ladies look bad . this is not for anyone to take offense of. its just some advice .. i'm tryna lead the blind here haha . your weave always gotta be lookin good or it just throws off everything .

excuse the informality of this post , but it had to be written in such a way.

Do not set yourself up for failure;



Sunday, March 6, 2011

Slim; A POEM

RIP Slim

things dont last long
and lifes to short
to abort, another life
not by the knife
but by christ

it happens too fast
no time to laugh
one who was once there
isnt there
its not fair

let the tears roll down
breathe; try not to hit the ground
for your weak and cant speak
and sympathy takes its peak

though in a better place
you cant help but pace
why couldnt things be different
why Him; why Slim.

he brought a smile to my face
and laughter in every way
in any place
he could make someones day

time was cut too short
i wish there was a rewind of some sort
change the ending
put his homecoming on pending

but i guess i understand
when its my turn
i hope you can take my hand


Saturday, March 5, 2011


I used to think love just wasnt something written in the books for me . Putting up with the same shit over and over again because I was honestly too stupid to say enough is enough . I just didn't want to let it go . Same old bullshit , but with a different person .

All up until now , I gave up on love . I can't say that this relationship has been perfect , no two people are perfect so thats kind of impossible . You have to make the imperfection perfection is how I look at it . I put up with some of that same bullshit I complained about in this relationship too . I'm a forgiving person , and as I said before , it's hard to just let go . Only difference is you can tell when someone really cares and when they really want to change . I've made my mistakes too , I'm nowhere near perfect . I made the same mistake more than once in this relationship , but I can honestly say that's all done .

Is it really possible to find a relationship where neither person never makes a mistake ? I love this girl with all my heart and she's the only person I wanna spend forever with . It just sucks that sometimes it feels like we're goin in circles . The same stupid arguing over nothing at all , the jealousy , not communicating like we should . The communication has never really been there 100% . There have been times when we've been good for a while . I don't know if it's the frustration of not being able to see eachother right now . Three months is a long time to go without seeing someone you love . Maybe this is just an obstacle that we need to figure out how to deal with . Something we have to go through to see how strong our love truly is . Or should we let it go for awhile and see if we end up back where we are , which would mean it's meant to be right ?

It's only been eight months , seems like forever , but in reality thats just the beginning .

They say only time can tell ? but when its real you know it from the start right ? I feel like I've known this from the start and nothing has told me that its the end so I hope this really is meant to be !

"Love is blind" sometimes we don't see what we really want to see , but I'm not a dumb girl , I atleast can say with this relationship my eyes have always been completely open . I know when something is goin down and I know when things are all good . Right now , I'm not being done wrong , I know that . I just wish we could get past this stump in our relationship that we're at right now . The arguing gets so frustrating and it doesn't make anything better; atleast not when it's happening constantly , everyday .

Love is one complicated thing . I guess you just have to go through the trials and tribulations and see what's waiting for you at the end .